The Me Inside....

Enjoying a surprisingly very fast wifi. Lots have been happening within the week. i can only thank God for the man in my life. Quality of a man is shown in times of turbulance. I know that Im secure in his love. So secure. God, thank you so much for Andi. So very very much. Im still in love with him, Lord. ... And I intend to keep it for the longest time. Wanna grow old with him. Tuhan, makasih bgt buat semuanya. thank you for including me in this journey.

Gak mungkin deh menang adu mulut sama ABG... Eksekutif Muda : "Loe nih gimana sih nyetirnya, kok ngerem mendadak tiba-tiba!" Cewek ABG : "Lah... Loe-nya bego, gak ngeliat mobil gua segede gitu ngerem!" Eksekutif Muda: "Ngomong yang sopan yah ke orang lebih tua, gak pernah makan bangku sekolahan yah?" Cewek ABG : "Emangnya gua rayap!" Wijaya, didengar oleh sekumpulan warga yang menonton dan tertawa diam-diam

Dear God,   Part of me is the prodigal, Part of me is the other brother. ... but I think the heart of me, is really somewhere between them Some days I'm running wild Some days we're reconciled I wrestle most days ... to find ways to do as I please   I was born with a wayward heart. Still I live with a restless spirit my soul is so well worn. You'd think I'd have arrived by now, but Im caught in the trappings of my search.   I've made mistakes enough to last me a lifetime I still slip, I still fall. ... but I will always run back to you You have my heart.   Always have, always will  

Adi asked me, "Kangen ga lu sama auckland's summer?"   Ya iyalaaaaahhhh! *langsung merinding sendiri, inget si cara ngomongya si Saodah yg di OB hiiii* If Only.. I live in Auckland or Melbourne... I live in a small comfy apartment I walk in the crowd to work everyday listening to my own iPod. I run my errand myself and clean my apt every weekend I cook my own food and enjoying every bits of it I can inhale oh so deeply into my clean hot dried laundries. I can eat outside alone without having a "poor me" label sticking on my forehead I find peace in feeding the ducks. . Wouldn't that be awesome???? I MISS DOING THOSE THINGS   Let me ouuuuttt of here. Let me gooooo.. lalalalaaa lililiiiiii