First post of 2019 turns out to be a rather, scary one. Never have I ever had a really, really near miss like the one I just had. I had an early shift, I started at 4 am today. So naturally, I woke up before 2 am. Plus I haven't really been sleeping since my ICU days more than a year ago. Had wrote about this (heck! I've written a whole bunch of things!) in my draft folder, but thought it'll be for my eyes only. Anyway... so I've dosed off a number of times lately, but nothing major really. Plus I've NEVER drive tired when Im driving Andi or Onya. It's like there's a switch in my brain yg bisa atur kapan kudu alert, kapan boleh slack off. I know I have a weird brain. Like, seriously. Tadi uda mau sampe rumah, I was on the motorway just after Newlands. Next thing I knew, my car made a very loud noise from the gravel and thank God for BMW's technology - the steering wheels was vibrating like mad. ...
A chronic introvert and a dreamy idealist.