The Me Inside....

Saturday, 29 July 2006 Outdoor photo time. Woke up as early as 5.50 am, washed up then went straight to Kopaka. Dandan. Didn’t like the make up, it was a bit too heavy on the eyes.. esp my right eyes. I looked like Im on doped, and I actually felt like I was using cracks! My eyes were sooo heavy! … but some of the photos were alright though. (thank God!) I think I’ll skip on the fake eye-lashes for my wedding. Morning session was in Mega Kuningan, a very neat place. Afternoon at Starbucks – Plaza Senayan. After Starbucks, checked ourselves into Nikko Hotel and did the evening photo shoots there. Overall, the photo sessions were great… eventually. Felt soooo stiff on the first hour or so, felt awkward having to pose in the middle of the road with people watching. But ultimately it was alright, I kinda let myself lose and we managed to get some nice (and not so nice) pics. We called it a day at about 6-ish… I was exhausted! Spent quite a bit of time cleaning the make up, then had a nice ...

DON MOEN Watched Don Moen’s concert. I had a blast!! I ‘grew up’ spritually with his songs. I learn how to lift my hands up with his songs. He inspires me. He’s my all time favourite!In person, he’s just like what I thought he’d be. Ooom Don, I love youuuu!! Kekekekeke Yg gw sukkaa dari lagu2nya Don, lagu2nya tuh “manusia” banget. For instance, lagu I will sing … I know lots of people can relate with that. Sometimes you feel that God is waaay out of your league, sometimes you feel numb. … sometimes you forgot how it feels like to be in God’s presence. Lagu Be Magnified , I offer my life , God will make a way.. All those are real _expression. Human expression, ga sok2 nge-roh. Konsernya ruammmeee booook! Untung gw dateng pagian, jadi bisa pas nempel didepan pintu n get a good spot. Walo agak dorong2an n sikut2an, tapi tetep aje. … and you know wat? His son Michael is darn gorgeous!!! Huehugeuag Beach boy kinda type. Auuuww.. Mauuuu hugegueguaheu Pokoke konsernya worth my Rp. 75,000. Bi...

Bits and Pieces Not in the mood buat nulis sebenernya. Tapi bingung juga mo ngapain. Lagi nungguin Andi, katanya dia mo dateng bawa contoh cetakan. Kabar terahir jem 8 tadi die masi meeting. Rumah udah ampir jadi, moga2 by the end of this month udah rapi. Kakah udah sembuh hari ini. Udah tengil lagi... Ternyata dia bukan kram perut, kemaren di ronsen ternyata jantungnya bengkak. Ga boleh stress tu anjing, ga bole deg2an, ga bole too excited. Jadi tambah dimanja deee..... Was thinking about my legs, kenapa ya kaki gw panjang banget?? bukan cuman kakinya yg panjang, tapi bulunya juga panjang2. Sebel ngeliatnya... I wander, why did God create bulu kaki? Gunanya apa sih? cuma bikin ga PD ajee. Gw percaya segala sesuatu diciptakan dgn maksud n tujuan. ... tapi tujuan Tuhan nyiptain bulu apa ya? bulu ketek, misalnya? ga ada gunanya juga deh kayanya... ya ga sih?? Untungnya ketek gw ga bebulu si... jadi ga repot kaya orang2 yg kudu cukuran. Tapi kaki gw bebuluuuu, walo tipis tapi tetep aje an...

Try to Catch the Deluge in a Paper Cup Today, Work was such a dread, Baski was such a jerk as always, wedding plan was too much to bear, new house created so much tantrums between me and Andi, Ester's dad passed away, which somehow made me feel down in a way I can't even explained, and the list goes on. All in all, I had a long, shitty day today. ===================== Wedding...... less then 3 months lagi. Somehow gw maleees banget kalo ngebayangin sincia taon depan. Musti ngumpul2 ama Andi's big family. I grew up in a small-family circle. Kita ampir ga pernah yg namanya ngumpul sama Om, tante n cousins. Almost never. From scale 1 to 10, frekuensi kita ngumpul2 palingan juga 0.3 (yes, zero point three) There's always been me, dad, mom, bro, selly, andi n oma. Ga pernah tuh yg namanya ngumpul satu keluarga besar.... My dad has 4 other siblings. Om Jijin di Jambi, Om Wawan di Cicurug, Om Bubun di Jerman, Om Bebeng di Yunani. Jadi emang secara geografi, kita emang ga mungk...

Text From Mathews, Hiburan Ari Minggu HUAHUAHUAUAAHAAA!!!!! Sorry Mat, couldn't help but to laughed my head off! I feel like Im dancing upon your sorrow.. aawww... poor baby.. Anyway, here's the text I received this morning : Hi gal, guess what? U probably know this.. England lost on penalties! Rooney got sent off, Becks was injured. I literally cried myself 2 sleep. Im mourning, I cancelled work. I just couldn't face the world!!! Btw, Antonio says Hi. HUAHUAHUHUHAUUAHUAUAUHA!!!!! I can't stop laughing! Ahiak ahiaaakk kakakaak. *Im so baaadd* Poor poor pooooorrr baby, orang segede gitu bisa nangis gara2 Inggris kalah? Kebayang deh, subuh2 jam 3 pagi dia jejeritan sesenggukan, ga heran lah bokapnya ngamuk2! *Du'uh* Awww, I feel sorry for those Soccerroos. Their world tumbles down when their team lost. Maaann! What a crazy world! I just dont get it. I simply dont! What's so good about soccer anyway? Boring gitu looh... tendang sini, tendang sana, keguling2, tenda...

I Love To Love You Yep yeap, lagi dengerin lagunya Kent Henry. I love to love you. It's been a while since I last expressed my love to my maker. It's been a long, looong while. It's been a while since I last wrote Him a love letter too. I've forgotten that there's a great magnificent Being up there, .. who's looking out for each and everyone of us. Percaya atau ngga, no matter how hard life can be, ... it's easier when you have faith. It's easier when you know for sure, that Someone is taking a good care of you. It's consoling to hear Someone says "It's gonna be alright, dear" And I know that He's telling the truth. I know that things are gonna be alright. Where did all the flame go? Where did I go wrong? I questioned myself alot, If God is the God of justice, are we not suppose to be the people of justice too? The problem with me is, I do nothing apart from questioning and thinking. Pathetic. Pagi ini, I realized that doa aja ga...

Another Off Day Masi lemes n belon bole masuk kerja ama mami. Feel a bit guilty for not going to work, but then again, I know that gw cukup bertanggung jawab. Im not neglecting anything kok. Kemaren ada Lord of the Ring di Cinemax. Gw benciiii banget ama tu felem. I reckon it's dodgy. Gw kebeneran aja liat for few seconds, pas ada one line kayak gini: I'm glad I'm with you, Samwise Gamgee... here, at the end of all things. ~ Frodo, in Return of the King I reckon those lines were good. Someday, I'll stand and tell each and everyone of you those lines. Someday. Ya ya... pasti! Kalo dipikir2 dulu life was so much simpler ya. The good old days when textbooks had all the answers to my questions and all the solutions to my problems. Hehehe.... tapi yaah... begitulah namana idup. Ya sulala, saya mau mandi. lalaa Engkau Tuhan yg sudah memulai pekerjaan yg baik dalam hidup kami, .... Engkau juga Tuhan yg akan menyelesaikannya dengan sempurna . - Franky Sihombing.