Being an introvert is not easy. I enjoy being alone. Or being with just 1-2 friends. With people I can be comfortable with. Sometimes I wish I can be a little outgoing. No, no... Don't get me wrong. Im not shy. Though many will think I am. But the truth of the matter is: it takes a whole lot of energy for me to mingle or talk to someone new. At the end of the day, it feels like all my energy being sucked up and I was left with exhaustion. Drained. Like today. We spent 4 hours at our friend's house for dinner and a game night. The thing is, there were 3 other families being invited and I didnt know any of them. Again, dont get me wrong. They were really, REALLY nice. ... But me being me, it's draining. Istilah gampangnya, gw berasa kayak nahan napas selama 4 jam. Dan sekarang setelah dirumah, gw berasa baru menghembuskan napas lagi. That. Is how it feels like. Im not a people-person. Never was, and probably never will. Cape loooh jadi...
A chronic introvert and a dreamy idealist.