The Me Inside....

.... Mr. Andi Suryadi Darmawan has officially gained 4 kgs!! *tepok tangan, jedotin pala*

Perdana bikin roasted chuck. Seksi ya ayamnya.... Sayang hasil jadinya lupa difoto, udah klepek2 kelaperan soalnya, jd langsung digares.

Andi is here! Kurus diaaa.. Turun 9kg. Jadi baguus deh, baju2nya muatnya pas. Jadi ga beperut, jadi ga betete. Papi blg, disini mau kurus2 mahal2 fitness 6jt setaon. Kurusnya kaga, tamba gendutnya iye. Disana 70 hari kurus 9kg tanpa "nyiksa" diri fitness. Well, natural bgt sih, dia jg bukannya sengaja diet gimana. Cuma ya itu... Tiap hari dari lodge-kantor-lodge dia jalan kaki. Total sehari at least ampir 2 jam jalan. Kamis dia rutin voli. Sabtu pagi rutin badminton. Sabtu-minggu kalo hunting rumah, dia jalan bisa 5 jam. Jadi ya emang disana banyak exercise-nya. Dia janji sama gw nurunin berat itu udah dr taon 2005! Yg ada dia ngebengkak sampe pernah 83 kg!! Itu pun uda gw tahan2 makannya, sampe suka brantem juga. Gw si bukan supaya dia gantengan dgn kurus. Tp gw takut kl ga dikontrol dia makin gendut. gw takut kl dia makin gendut, penyakit pada dateng. Wong makan terus ga pernah olah raga kan... I think disana juga lebih sehat in every ways sih. Udara bersih, makan bersih ga...

Less than 24 hrs lagi bakal ketemu Andi. Yay!! Seneng deh... Seneng ngebayangin bakal punya girls day out hahahaha. Seneng ketemu Andi juga si, tp secara at the back of my head, gw mikir Feb gw dah bener2 "sendiri" disana. Jd kayanya skrg lebih excited pingin spend time sama temen2. Sama si Abo si esp secara januari dia dah lahiran juga. Sejak Andi pegi tgl 14 Oct kemaren kan gw sama sekali ga pernah girls time ya... (Pdhal biasanya juga paling breakfast or lunch 2-3 jaman doang ko barang sebulan sekali) jd kayanya sekarang sakau gitu hihihi. Padahalnya lagi, temen gw benernya juga itu2 aja. Paling ga jauh2 dari Abo or para Elite, tapi ya itu enough for me. I was never somone who enjoyed being in a large crowd anyway. ---------------------------- Pesawat andi delay 3 jam karena kabut. Well, bagusnya yg delay itu Wellington-Sydney... Jd ga efek sama jam landing dia di jakarta. Cuma waktu transit di sydney aja jd lebi sedikit. Which gapapa juga si, ngapain juga lama2 di sydney....

Berasa balik lagi ke taun 2005. Saat belon merit. Saat nyari rumah. Saat begitu banyaaak pertimbangan dan perhitungan. Again, it's about finding the right house. House we can call home. A place to raise Onya up. Disaat2 kaya gini, perasaan dan harapan itu berasa kaya lagi dimaenin. Mumet loh. Mentok loh. Sebenernya kriteria rumah gw ga ribet2 (amat) kok. Satu. I do NOT want old house. Apalagi di Wellington itu yg namanya rumah tua ya ga nanggung2 tuanya. Mereka dgn bangganya bilang "built in early 1920s". Bah!! Ga tau berapa bangke yg kekubur disana. Hiiiyy... Dua. 3 kamar yah. Karena kalo 2 kamar ga bakal cukup eventually. I'm hoping 2 yrs from now Onya udah mau bobo in her own room. Nah kalo kita cuma beli yg 2 kamar, means kalo ada tamu berati Onya kudu digusur sementara. Waktu gw kecil, gw SELALU kebagian yg digusur kalo pas si Dimitris or om bubun or tante kiki dateng... And I hate that! Ga ngerti juga kenapa ucok ga pernah kena gusur. So I...

Connecticut shooting... Sad. Too sad. I'm a mother, and I can't even imagine what those parents are going through right now. Schools are suppose to be a safe place. Looking at my Onya napping soundly, I can't stop praying for her. The world is a crazy, crazy place.

Yoiii... MaxiCosi Tobi-nya Onya ahirnya ganti kulit. Emang benernya si tobi itu uda dekil pisan, tadinya gw mau bawa ke gading 3 buat dilondri, tapi gimana ya.. Kan mereka londri seminggu, lah sedangkan Onya masi sekolah.. Nanti duduk dimana dong dia kalo ga di carseat. Gw ogah Onya dipangku2 kalo di mobil. Bahaya ah. Makanya girang bgt pas tau di children's store ternyata jual sarungnya doang. Onya pilih yg ijo ada gambar cici-nya. Jadi kan tinggal dilucuti aja si pinky-peach... Ga usa dibawa sama bongkol2nya ketukang londri. Ternyata susah juga nyopot-pasangnya. Untung pas si abo nginep, jadilah satu emak2 hamil gede dan satu emak2 cungkring berkutat sama carseat itu. Meni gede bener pula. Sampe berangan2 nih ceritanya kita lagi detour di Amazing Race, task-nya nyopot pasang carseat. Sukses laaa ahirnya, yakin deh kita bisa dapet fast forwardnya hahahaha I'm sooo chatty these coupla days. :D

Setelah beberapa postingan terahir melo2 mulu.. Marilah sekarang kita petakilan ngalor ngidul. Besok hari terahir onya sekolah di RTA. Jumat masih ada christmas performance sih, tp officially bsk terahir dia sekolah. Sedih ya ninggalin sekolah itu. Guru2 and staff2nya luar biasa kalo gw bilang mah. Passionnya itu loh. Tadi parent teacher conference, ya mirip2 ambil rapot la ya... One on one gitu ama gurunya. Miss bilang "what can I say about sonia... I don't know what else to say. She's the smartest" Auuh... Rasanya gw terbang sampe kejedot genteng pas denger. Ahahahah, too bad deh mami gua ga pernah ngerasain apa yg gua rasain. Wong gua wkt sekolah dulu males bgt, yg berujung dgn (ampir) buntutnya ranking gua. Boro2 denger anaknya dipuji guru, udah naek kelas aja bagus. Jadi dulu wkt kls 1 SMA. Itu si wali kelas sarap dikit loh. Tu orang nunggu sampe semua org tua hadir (di kelas gua ada 42 anak). Naah, parents didudukin semua di kelas, anak2 diluar kelas. Daaaan, mu...

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Kurang dr 2 bulan lagi gua berangkat. Takut ga? Takut! Bingung ga? Bingung! Masi banyak hal yg belum settle... Rumah belum ada, mobil belum ada, sekolah sih kira2 udah adalah. Skrg lg nunggu si official stiker biru itu nempel di pasport. Mungkin ga ya dpt before christmas? Belakangan ini gua lagi gundah. Apalagi kalo bukan masalah rumah... . Pdhal enak bgt kan kalo bisa beli rumah cash, gamplokin duit 4-5m ke bank. Nih, gua bayar lunaaasss. Hahaha Kenapa ya harga rumah disana mahal2. Belon buat isinya. Kemaren, bahkan sampe tadi pagi gua sempet frustasi. Sekalinya ada rumah yg cocok... Eeeh, harganya ebujubuneng. Skrg I'm doing what I need to be doing. Duduk diem si starbucks, with my earphone on, trus mikir and pray. Saat ini keadaan disekeliling gw seems to be soooo out of my control, jauuhh diluar kemampuan gw.. Kayanya kecewa, takut, bingung... Ahirnya I close my eyes and try to see the unseen. Ambil napas dalem2.... This is exactly what I need. Duduk diem. Ngobrol sama the Uns...

Barusan baca2 blog gw di year 2006. Trus baca juga yg di livejournal taun 2005... Banyak ya aer mata yg tumpah disitu ttg NZ. Bener2 grateful for the journey. Now that it's almost time. Time for me to go. Anehnya, as much as I want it, tetep aja ada rasa takut ya. Ada juga rasa "ogah"-nya ninggalin jakarta yg udah bikin gw 'nyaman'. Tapi I know, Jakarta is not my home. It never was, and it will never be. Denger cerita temen kemaren dari kota ke harapan indah 5 jam kena macet. No, no. I cannot live like that anymore. ... and thank God, He opens a way out for us. Andi wants us to join him in January. But the tricky part, gw pingin banget nungguin Given lahir. Gw pingin bisa sama dia, At least for the first week of his life on earth. Pingin bisa gendong, pingin bisa upuk2. Pingin onya liat Given pas hari pertama dia lahir. Kadang masi hard to believe that I'm coming back to NZ. For good :) God is faithfull to His words, really. Never cease to amaze me. Unt...

Lots have been going on since I last blogged. Went to NZ on August 10 to "test the water". Andi landed several interviews in Auckland, and few more in Wellington. To our surprise, by the time we landed back home, he got a confirmed job offer from NZPost Wellington. Came as a surprise, krn kita ga nyangka bakal dapet secepet itu. God is good. He is gracious and we're so grateful that His favour is upon us. Getting a job that fast, with that amount of salary really is mindblowing. Karena most people katanya bahkan susah dapet interview, ini not only we got interviews tp within a week dapet kerja. It's truly God's hands. Bener deh, one day kalo Onya udah gede.. She can read this blog. If she scrolls further down, she'll find out about the story of God's faithfulness to us as family. We've come a looong way. For those yg baca blog gua, dr jaman gw mewek2 krn "terpaksa" balik indo, jaman gw jerit2 declared kalo NZ is my promised land, jaman gw yak...

Didn't throw big party like last year, but this year Onya got to blew 3 candles from 3 different cakes on 3 different occasions :) Kue pertama was a surprise cake from Abo. All the way from Bali. Blew the candle at Opa and Ama's house on her birthday. Second cake, I bought it and blew this at school. Nice, simple and warm celebration. Third cake, Bought di Harvest buat ditiup bareng cici Ubi pas makan2 keluarga the following Saturday. Ps. Kue harvest-nya belum bisa diupload, krn adanya di kamera uncle ucok.

Decided to do it myself two weeks before the big day. Kalang kabut nyari vendor.. Thanking my brother yg uda bantuin dgn prentelan2 dan tahan sama kebawelan adenya. Thanking Andi juga udah bantuin nempelin double-tape. Thanking my mamih yg uda nemenin sini sono. Thanking Abo buat masukan2-nya. Isinya very simple: - Sports Towel - Customized Mug - KinderJoy Chocolate - Marsmellows - Skittles - Customized hard box Emang sebenernya highlight-nya anduk n mug. Niatnya biar kepake. Box-nya juga kan bisa dipake buat nyimpen2. Kalo makanannya mah cuma "side-dish" aja niatnya. Walo 2 malem tidur subuh... Cukup menyenangkan ternyata. The hardest part-nya itu bagian motong2 buat bikin tempelan box-nya. Astaga... So time consuming!! Tapi rasanya, hasilnya not bad for a first timer.

Exactly 12 hours from now, my baby will turn 2!! Welcome Terrific Two!! Two years ago, at this hour - I wondered whether the funny feeling was a real contraction. It surely was! Was in labour for 13 hours, and on July 23rd 2010.. Voila! There she was! I didn't have a "teary-touchy" moment when I held her for the very first time. I guess I was just happy that the labour has finally stopped and that she's perfect. My first "OMG! I'm a mom!" moment happened that night. Andi was sleeping and Onya cried incessantly. Tried everything I could to calm her down. I failed. .... Until I let her sleep on my chest and I sang "centre of it all" by Hillsong United UK. She calmed down immediately and that was the first time I realize that I'm a mother and felt an unending stream of love flowing out from me to her. Almost literally. A blink of an eye, and she's turning two in less than 12 hours!!! A blessing indeed. She changes my life. In a very...

Here I am. Turning and tossing. Turning and tossing. Came across a blog of some friend from FGT time. I wonder how can one stays so fervent after almost 20 years. Do they not see that the world has change? Do they not have anyone hurt them? Do they not get that churches are full of hypocrites? Or do they just simply taking in whatever they're told to? As for me... I've changed. I still have my faith in Jesus Christ. That will never change. But I have lost almost every faith on church goers. I've seen too many twisted people in church. People who goes to church every single week, look down on people who don't... And yet, still datengin ahli fengshui biar "hoki". People who lift their hands up high in church... And yet, committed adultery, beat the shit out of their spouse. People who serve so deligently in church... And yet, sleep around and actually brag and proud about it. People who memorized scriptures, preached it.... And yet, can't even treat their ma...

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Baby girl is a little over 23 months old now. Bawelnya adjubileeh *im happy, not complaining at all* She can literally talk for hours without stopping. Lucu. Dia masi suka mikir kalo mau ngomong. Jadi masih suka diulang2. Sama ada pause-nya gitu. Went to her first wedding reception last Saturday. She had fun meeting my friends. Sepanjaaaang jalan pulang pegi ngoceeeehhh aja. Anteng di carseat-nya sambil maen iPad n ngoceh. Kayanya onya ini tipe yg meng-observe dulu. Karena dia gak langsung jump happily to anybody. Dia akan diem, observe, and as if she's making decision to like a person or not. She obviously likes Francis, secara dia bisa rangkul2 senyum2 gitu. She doesn't like Verry. Gak mau sama sekali deket2. Ini sih kayanya ngaruh sama my feelings towards that someone juga sih hihihi. Anak gua bgt daaah! :) These days I can talk on and on about Onya. Can hardly believe she'll be wearing uniform in a month! How time flies. ------ Mami lg di Korea and for the first ti...

I want my martabak!!! Uda lama gak ngambek kaya bocah gini. I really really want my martabak! Uda niat bgt after dinner ambil konci mobil mau beli. Eeeehh, begitu buka pageeerr, si andi parkir mobil melintang passss didepan mobil gua. Huuhh!! Gak jadi de beli martabak. Keseeeellll. Uda ampir reda ngambeknya, gua mau delivery domino aja.. Eeeehhh!!!! Kaga ada cash di rumah!!!! Aaaahh!!!!!! Ngambek lagiiiii!!!

Wihiiii... Onya is going to RTA nxt month. Can't believe my baby is going to school! Why we decide on RTA? Last wed went to MMI for their open house. Metode Montessori-nya bener2 baguusss banget. And I LOVE their uniform! Tapiiii..... Jam sekolahnya kepagian. Mulai jam 8, trus seminggu 3x at 4 hours each. I think itu too much buat Onya. Trus the fact that feeling gua kok kayanya agak kurang bersih tempatnya. (Walo kolam renangnya bersiiiiiiiihhh bgt) Trus setelah berbingung2, Kemarin Andi meng-interview local principal RTA. (Krn executive principalnya lagi mudik ke aussie) And we're convinced that RTA is the best for Onya. Sekolahnya starts at 930, 2x a week @ 2 hrs. I think itu udah cukup bgt buat bocah 2 taun. Sekola juga itung2 main2 aja. Biar dia used sama English juga, jd nanti kl ke nz udah lebih biasa. Karena biar gimana kan gw dirumah masi banyakan ngomong indonya. Tuhan, bimbing kami selalu ya...

Went to Kinderfield today. Gak OK yah... Gedungnya sih baguus, brand new, gueddee pisan. Ada running track, swimming pool, futsal n basketball courts, etc. Tapi kayanya mereka focus more on Primary and not kindie deh. Trus marketingnya knows nothing abt the school's curriculum n program. Ditanya "kelebihannya apa?" Jawabnya "umm... Eerr.. Kita full inggris" Pas dibawa tur keliling sekolah, Orgnya nanya "kelasnya 2 jam apa 4 jam ya?" Lah! Mustinya gua yg nanya bukaaan? Mana gw tau kelasnya berapa lama. Makanya gua dtg kan karena gua mau tanya2. Mereka gak punya pricelist. Alesannya "masih ga tau keselip dimana" Jadi mereka cuma nulisin pake tangan di belakang selembar brosur. Untuk level sekolah sekelas Kinderfield, I don't think that's appropriate ya. Mereka spent milyaran buat gedung sekolah, tp why can't they hire a more decent people to be the face of their school. Spent only 10 mnts disitu trus pulang. Untung td gak a...

Been checking few possible-school for nyanyah. Pertama went to : Discovery Center di Menteng few months ago. Ini rumah gede yg dijadiin preschool. Bagus, tp gw kurang suka karena outtdoor area-nya kecil pisan. Banyak bulenya, anak2 expat... Trus we tried parents-toddler class-nya. Onya somehow ga gitu hepi, entah emang dia ga suka atau ngantuk. Bambino International Preschool di Patra Kuningan. Wiii, homie banget. We went during their open house, dpt penjelasan panjang lebar. Onya hepi disini. Anak2nya campur, ada yg bule, jepang, korea. Guru2nya keliatan caring. Gymboree Kelapa Gading. Oooh, this is gonna be one looooong review! No way I'm gonna enroll Onya ke Gymboree. Buseet... Barang emang tau harga deh. Sebenernya the reason kita nyari sekolah buat Onya itu karena si cuplis satu ini udah mulai demen joget2, ngikutin gaya org nyanyi, mulai demen corat coret. And she seems happy interaksi sama people her age. Kalo di Rockstar Gym kan cuma motorik kasarnya aja yg dilatih. Kenapa...

Helo blog, It's me, checking in. I'm on my camping ground again... Got nothing to do apart from blogging. At exactly 22 months, weaning process went really well today. I told Onya my nipple hurt. Dia tetep minta nenen tp I told her ga bole isep, nenennya sakit. Jd dia cuma nempelin pipinya aja. Pas dia mau isep, I reminded her that nippie lagi sakit. Then she said "gapapa... Pipi aja" Trus dia blow a kiss ke si nenen. She asked for a hug and she said "tutup nenen" Aaah... My heart melt. Even from a very young age, I know my daughter has a very good heart. Anak baik. Terharu pisan gw. ---- Going Bandung early morning tomorrow. Hasrat shopping udah ga bisa dibendung heueheuhe. ---- Urusan tour ke Korea buat mami udah beres. Paid everything in full already. I'm blessed to be a blessing. ---- I haven't blogged about the update of our NZ PR application. Yes. We're making a progress. We got our WTR (Work To Residence). So all we gotta do now i...

Wonder why gw rajing nge blog lagi lately? It's because gw lagi "kemping" mulu. Tiap malem skrg dipisahin sama Onya, supaya dia gak bangun minta nenen mulu. I can't watch TV karena si onya kalo liat di depan terang dr bawah pintu kamar, dia minta kuar lagi. Saya ini penganut NO TV di kamar. Iya. Jd Andi and I agree kalo there can only be 1 TV in the house. (2 sih, tp 1 lagi dikamar pembantu). Tujuannya supaya we have more time as a family. Gak kaya kebanyakan keluarga these days yg anggotanya sibuk nonton TV di kamar masing2. Trus gw jg ga bisa maen iPad, krn iPad-nya suka dipake main onya sebelon dia bobo, jd tu iPad ada dikamar sebelah. So I'm left with my blackberry deh. Uda abis ngebacain statuus2 FB, twitter and berita. Masi belon ngantuk. Jadi ngapain dong gueee? Ya ngeblog deh. Today kalimatnya Onya nambah lagi. Panjang skrg ngomongnya, hari ini 2 kata. "Minum cow cow milk" Hahahahha... My baby is reallly growing up. Onya itu orangnya geli-an. Tad...

Baby girl has started talking two words. Her first two word was "babacip" = baa baa sheep and her vocabs seem to increase so fast in just one day. Tiba2 dia uda bisa bilang these words: Mami mandi Ello kiti Tiup lilin Bobopet = spongebob squarepants Kiki mos = mickey mouse Dedi kerja Bani pepel = Barney purple Kaut whait = cloud white Nek atas = naik atas Warna juga makin banyak taunya. Red, green, blue, orange, yellow, purple, black, white, grey, coklat. Wiih... Baby growing up so fast. Too fast! ----- Ooohh, went to Emma's yesterday. dia kan baru punya puppies, so I took Onya buat main sama anjing2 kecil itu. Hepiii deh Onya gak takut anjing. Santai aja belai2 walo rada kaget pas ditomplok. ----- Hari ini santai. Subuh dpt kabar gembira ttg "two stripes finally" Pagi banyak ngobrol sama Andi. From the moment I opened my eyes this morning, udah curhat. Pake2 acara mewek pula :) Told him intinya from time to times gw berasa kayak the first born in the parable of...

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Gua masih belon bisa tidur! Mikir... I'm not saying gua bersumpah ga akan mau nambah anak ya. I'm just saying, sekarang ini as per this very second, I'm not ready to have another child. Banyak org yg bilang gini: "Punya anak jgn satu, kasian dia sendiri kesepian" or semacem itu. Banyak juga yg bilang: "Kalo punya sibling kan bisa tuker pikiran" gw senyum2 aja. Everybody berhak punya pendapat. Tapi gw pernah bilang gini ke Andi, I've seen people with siblings yg ga ngomong for years. I've seen people with siblings yg cannot even share their feelings towards each other. And I told Andi... More than I want a sibling for Onya, I want Onya to have an "Abo". That has been one of prayer items gua buat Onya ... is that God will give her an "Abo" in life. Someone who'll laugh and cry for & with her. ..... who'll do stupid and crazy things with. ..... whom she can be secure with. ..... who'll share tons of idiot...

Those close to me pasti tau lah. I've had my whiny days. I've had my "onya main sama otoy dulu, mami need to inhale exhale a super deep breath!" I've had my kronos and kairos times. Tonight is my Kairos. You see, I was never a type yg "suka anak kecil" In fact, sampe skrg pun I'm not. I only love mine :) Beneran deh, I'm anything BUT someone who adores kids. I was the one who said "I hate kids" :) When Onya came into our lives, everything change. I became a mom who gets parenting tips from Google, Dr. Sears and Babycentre.com. A mom who breaks all Grand Ma's rules and silly myths. A mom who shabbily dress her baby without a "kaos dalem". A mom who refuses to use 'gurita' on her baby (left alone naro koin di puser supaya ga bodong!). A mom who threw out all Baby Talc Powder and Lotions. A mom who never uses 'minyak telon' (selain ga bole sama dokter, turns out Onya alergi ama minyak telon). A mom who ...

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I've been trying to wean her since she was 15 months old. Pelan2 sih. Gw ga mau maksa. Jd ya obviously adalah episode jerit2, nangis kejernya *this happened on BOTH the baby AND the mother* Bukannya apa, tp gw jg sometimes very very tired. Onya bisa bangun 2 jam sekali minta nenen. Bahkan pas mo numbuh gigi bisa 30 menit sekali bangun. Dan I know dia nenen itu no longer as "needs", tapi more buat comfort. Karena kalo weekend gw ngelayap seharian (onya ditinggal dirumah dijaga Andi), dia santai2 aja. Tidur aja tanpa nangis. Digendong sebentar juga bobo. Jd ya pelan2 dibilangin, ga bole nenen lagi. Trus kadang di tega-in, gak dikasih nenen walo dia nangis2. Tp itupun gak lama gw biarin nangisnya. I'm not the kind of mom yg bisa blaga budek :( Jd stage weaningnya Onya tuh gini: 1. Nencoy/Empeng/Pacifier Yess... Gw in a very desperate need to get a stretch of night time sleep sampe gw kasih empeng! Sukses???? Ooohhh jelas TIDAK!! Dgn sukses DILEPEH mentah2 ama Onya. Gw be...

Helo helo... Baby girl is almost 22 months old. She finally had her first haircut last month. Lucu. Jadi meni bulet pisan. Kosa kata udah mulai banyak. Bawel. Smart. She knows colors and beberapa huruf like S,O,N Gigi udah ada 12. 6 atas, 6 bawah. Makan juga udah segala rupa digares, pinter makannya, ga picky (thank God!!) tp apparently gw ini tipe mamih yg bisa dibilang ngejaga banget what goes into her mouth. Jd ga bakal deh Onya gw kasih junk food. Masih 98% home made (yg 2%-nya cemilan biskuit dia yg beli), tanpa micin and mostly pake organic stuff. Tiap mau ke mall gw masih ngelenong di dapur, selalu bekal makan. *walo belakangan sejak ga ada Yeni, kadang gw suru Otoy yg masakin* Ampir ga pernah makan yg digoreng. Biasanya it's either kukus, rebus or oven-baked. Makan buah biasanya sehari 2x. Kalo gw lagi lupa blanja ya minimal seari sekali deh. Susunya masih ASI. Walau 2 minggu belakangan ini udah mulai gw kurangin jauh ASI-nya dan kasih dia fresh milk Greenfields or U...

Setelah hiatus sekian lama, mau nulis lagi ah. Nulis apa? Hmmm.... Masi ga tau sih. Yg pasti si Onya ude gede skrg. uda 20 bulan and still nenen doong! Gimana ngeberentiin nenen ya? The kid seems so addicticted to it. Life in general is good, can be better but good. Masi nunggu PR. We had our final phone interview pas tl 20 maret. Nunggu lagi 6 weeks. Ya gitu de. Lg ga niat nulis benernya hihihih

January almost comes to an end. Wauuu... Kemana ya perginya waktu? Nothing much yg mau gw tulis. Cuma grateful aja. Liat si Onya makin gede, makin pinter, makin bawel, makin iseng... Uda berkeliaran sana sini, thank God she's not much of a climber. Bisa stress gua kalo dia demen manjat hahahaa Udah 18 bulan aja tu si onya. Bener2 ga berasa. Liat foto2 dia wkt masi bayi merah.. Aiih aiihhh... So tiny. Btw, musim hamil lagi nih. List of the preggers: - bugem - yenny - lusi - sisi - joyce - lindy - farin And pasti nanti ada lagi deh.... Kenapa ya kadang org hamil bisa bareng2an waktunya? Pas jaman gw juga banyak yg hamil. Do I want another child? No. Ga tau juga 2,3,4 or 5 taun from now.. Tp as per this very second, Im happy, content and fulfilled with Onya. Biar gw fokus ke Onya dulu. Mau kasih yg terrrrbaik buat dia. Waktu, tenaga, resources, life..... Mau bisa jadi great mom buat Onya. Gak mau cuma ngasih materi aja, I wanna be there with and for her. Gilak! Siapa sangk...