The Me Inside....

Ko gw demen banget nonton Zathura yeee?? I've watched it over and over again di HBO.  I like, I like, I like, I sooo like!! *weird.... *

I didn't just realized that we're already approaching the sixth month of 2008.  I didn't just realized that time has really flown,  and I didn't just realized that Im already past those teenage angsty years.  Yep, I past all that, even though I sometimes tend to behave like one. I was having lunch with my mother few days ago,  and I saw a bunch of kids in SMU uniforms. They're the oldest seniors at school (coz they were talking about UAS),  ... and at the verge of entering adulthood.  You've got to give credit to them for this.  But they're rather over-zealous when it comes to 'maturity'.  They're not really matured,  ... but they're so eager to exert seniority that it becomes quite hilarious. It doesn't really help that they've just got their passports to do many things,  for instance, drive, drink, go clubbing legally.  It gets even worse if they're born to better-to-do families, .... they own their own cars, and even if they d...

Been watching CNN, BBC and Bloomberg a lot lately.  According to Bloomberg flying banners,  US ends Indonesia travel warning.  So... that's a good thing.  ...  ... ... ... ... Right?

I find it very annoying to have people smoking in public area. It's just painly suffocating.  That explains why I love Starbucks so much since they know how to appreciate people who doesn't smoke (unlike Kopi Luwak di Gading.. gosh! Stupid cafe!!). I find it hard and rude that some self-centered, intolerant people love to smoke inside the restaurant. (let me repeat..restaurant. Not club)  Do you assume that we all love to inhale your sweet burnin cigar or cigarette smoke while eating? Call it The Cuban cigar or whatever you name it..  It smells like one of the worst thing.  Please be polite and please have the consideration for others.  It's not easy to eat while inhaling your smoke.  I can't even smell and taste my own food. (plus the fact that lasagna di Kopi Luwak tasted like crap!) Im just so pissed that some people are smoking this stupid little nicotine-tar-carbon monoxide contained thingy in public where there are kids all around.  Goblok!

OK.... Politics really sucks!!! And I mean by really is REALLY REALLY sucks.  I mean, REALLY!!! Sucks..... Actors please stay actors.  Singers, please stay singers!  Saiful Jamil mo jadi wakil gubernur????  Sekarang Pasha Ungu mo dijadiin wagub juga?????  The biggest PLEASE DEH!!!!  Indonesian politics have been such a big joke lately.    Bahan pokok pada naek 30%... ini yang bikin serem... ga ada bensin bisa diem, tapi kalo ga ada makanan...  apa rakyat bisa diem?   duh... what can we do ya? beneran takut rusuh...   Worry.... worry..... worry......  Mari berdoa....  I mean, seriously... mari berdoa.  What else can we do?

Im worried.  Jangan sampe ada kerusuhan lagi..  please.  Kenapa sih?  Masa dari more then 200 juta jiwa di Indonesia,  ga ada satupun yg bisa be and make a different? Demo BBM masih terus berlanjut. Oknum2 pemerintah yg sirik malah manas2in..  The so called "mahasiswa" juga sarua kene.  Gue juga berasa kok megap2 tiap beli bensin.  Terahir gw ngisi, it went as high as Rp. 9,800 per liter. (masih bertahan pake Shell) Do I like it?? Hell no!!!  Tapi some things in life, you just have to live with it and try to make more money.  Less complaining, think more and try to be grateful.  Come on peoplleee...  emang harga minyak dunia lagi naeeek...  Even developed countries like Singapore, New Zealand, Australia  (u named it!)  ga ada yg BBM-nya di subsidi ama pemerintah.  And why the heck do you think our Indonesia bisa keep subsidizing on petrol price??? It just doesn't make sense.  Ayo doong....  mending berantas korupsi, tembak mati para koruptor kayak di Cina.  Jangan cuma bi...

Pocoyo!  Been watching in on Disney PlayHouse.  Sooo cute.  Love Pocoyo.  Ellie the Elephant  Patto the Duck Lula the Dog Sleepy Bird the (obviously) Bird...  Then there's also Caterpillar (kalo ga sala)..  Those are the cutest 3D cartoon! Will try to get Pocoyo as my nice's first birthday ah. 

Miss my Malaysian Mom a lot, a lot, a lot!!! Biasa de... penyakit kalo abis sms-an...  Really really miss her,  really really love her.  Would love ke KL some time this year...  suka ga rela bayar fiskal-nya si...  bedahal pengen si benernya ikut mami ke Singapore bulan depan. Tp males juga ada si anak tikus yg dusun itu. Moga2 Andi jadi dikirim ke HK Agustus ini,  gua mao ikuuuuttt!!!!

Everytime I think about my purpose in life,  I've got chill all over me.  Aneh banget rasanya...  dari kemaren, rasanya kaki, perut, dada, tangan, muka, semua merinding.  It's as if rasa itu ada di tiap denyut nadi,  di tiap detak jantung,  di tiap hembusan napas...  and di tiap aliran darahku...  Sounds corny, eh?  ya, I thought so too.. Tapi that's really how I feel. It feels so weird, it's as if there's something that's about to explode inside.  I wanna live a passionate life.  More then ever. AAARRRRGGGHHH!!!!

Im stepping out from my comfort zone.  Letting go of me, holding on to you.  a heaven's melody....  Your Majesty,  I live to sing your song. 

James Blunt..... here I come!!  My much needed night out.  Yay! Jadi inget my 1st concert..  nonton Jimmy Lim ama Piwi. Oh.My.God.  Isinya cinko semua, ABG semua,  (iyalah.. gw aja baru 12 taon wkt nonton) Sampe jenggut2an segala saking semangat mao noel tangannya Jimmy Lin.  hihihi...  *tersippuu*

Where is the moment we need at the most You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost They tell me your blue skies fade to grey They tell me your passion's gone away And I don't need no carryin' on You stand in the line just to hit a new low You're faking a smile with the coffee to go You tell me your life's been way off line You're falling to pieces everytime And I don't need no carryin' on Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day You had a bad day Well you need a blue sky holiday The point is they laugh at what you say And I don't need no carryin' on You had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don'...

My pain has gone. I let you go with peace. .. but in time like this, I miss you. I miss you when the sun comes out The times before I go to work When I saw you looking at me And tilt your head for me I miss the sight of you at the door The joyful eyes when you saw me come I miss the way you lie on the floor The way you enjoyed yourself when I rub your ear I wonder if your heaven is a nice place I sure hope it is I want you happy where you are No pain No suffering And most important... always loved Remember me when I see you there one day. I love you very much. Missing you always.