The Me Inside....

I Thought I Saw Your Face. Cold. Sound of the dryer in the bathroom. All the lights are on, but everybody else is fast asleep. This is too familiar. The eyes, the feeling, the heart . The song. If I'd just stay a little longer.. I might just remember. I might just remember what it felt like, when you were still around. That day. . . . Yg gw mau... bisa duduk di rumput atau di bawah puhun. Biar bisa ngerasain puteran bumi, biar bisa megang keagungan angkasa raya, .... dinginnya udara yang menerpa muka, atau kehangatan sinar matahari pagi. Nanti yah..., gw bakal senyum ke langit luas, gw bakal ngucapin salam ke tawon yang lagi terbang, .... dan pada semua binatang yang gw temuin. Gw bakal jalan2 di taman atau ngedaki bukit. I will make peace with nature. biar deket lagi dgn alam, biar sadar kalo kita ini bagian dari jagat raya nan maha luas. Gw mao ngasih sedikiiiiitt aja jeda pada pikiran yg terus berkecamuk. Saatnya untuk melepaskan maaf. .... let it go. let it be. lay it down.

What's been happening for the last 3 weeks? On the happy, jittery side.... I think Bali is the only part that Indonesia can be proud of. People are nice, and they mind their own business there. I can wear my cropped pants and sandals (or sneakers) and cute t shirts ..... and not have to worry about people saying that Im going to play soccer! *winks* I mean, in Bali, you're practically allowed to wear ANYTHING you want. You can even wear green shirts and red shoes! Or go topless. Or whatever. Nobody really cares 'cause most of us wear sunnies so everything looks.... well, pretty monochromatic, I think. ____________________________ On the crappy side.... apparently Pluto is not a planet (anymore). They'd been discussing it for the past few weeks and came to a conclusion that it's not a planet. It really blows all my childhood concepts about the solar system out of the water. I mean, we've been taught that Pluto was a planet, right? I guess we'll all have to t...