The Me Inside....

Playdate with house #34 last Wednesday. Known them for a little over a year now, tapi baru sekitar 2 bulan terahir Onya deket sama anaknya karena 1 sekolah.  Mereka ini technically my next door neighbour.   See, this is one of the perks living in a nice community. Everybody seems to know everybody, tapi pada ga kepo. The kids will practically grow up together, karena mereka satu sekolah. Emang rasanya bule itu lebih gak kepo sih somehow. Or gw emang (thank God!) ketemunya yg ok.  Then Friday secara tidak direncanakan, kita ngumpul lagi makan2 sama another gank. Ini juga karena ga enak ati. Entah kenapa jumat pagi ada 3 orang  yg berbeda ngajakin gw ngumpul ke acara yg sama. Karena kebeneran jumat kemaren andi ga badminton, dan karena ga enaknati saban kali diajakin kita selalu nolak, dan karena hari itu tumbeen banget yg ngajakin sampe 3 orang, dan karena Onya juga napsu pengen pegi... Jadi ya sudahlah kita pergi.  Onya pulang sekolah gw suru tidur siang dulu. K...

Oouww yeaawwhh... Blakangan ini kayanya gw lagi on fire ngapdet blog.  While Im at it, might as well ketak ketik terus sebelon mood nya ilang lagi.  Ujan uda 3 ari ga brenti.  Dingin lagi.  Heater nyala lagi. Anywaaayy, today I had lunch with Fee. Kemaren gw sms dia.  Benernya gw ngajak ngopi aja, tapi ternyata dia mo sekalian lunch.  Yo wis deh lunch.  Anak2-nya si fee ini temen Onya.  Lucunya, both she and Matt are brunette - tapi anaknya 2-2nya itu yg beneran blond with big blue eyes. Bisa gitu ya. I had a good time.  Ngobrol ngalor ngidul sampe ahirnya ngomongin soal calling.  And there were a bit of tears involved hahaha.  Ga nyangka juga si gw bisa cocok n nyambung ngobrol sama dia.  2 jam kayanya lewat cepet.  These last 2 weeks emang there were (are!) battles inside my head.  It's a struggle between the mind and the heart.  I've been running and avoiding that little small voice inside my heart. I need to ...

Barrrruuu kemaren blg anget. Ni ari 3° lagiii huhuhuhuuuuuuu.

I learnt the hard way... Do NOT EVER underestimate an allergy.  Andi had a meeting di SPCA kemaren, katanya not long after lunch dia mulai batuk2 ga brenti. So he took a break and ke toilet. Sampe toilet his eyes were bloodshot red and bengkak. Mukanya juga.  Then he told his blss he needed to go home. His boss took one look at him and said "nope, we're going to the hospital right now" Sampe ER dia mulai susah nelen. And soon after that susah napas.  Thank God banget the hospital staff semua super cekatan.  They immediately took his blood sample and gave him an adrenalin shot, which made his heart race pumping oxygen and open his airways lagi.  I arrived soon after, masi bengkak n serem matanya. The swelling immediately went down, itu sekitar jam 2. Dia juga dikasi steroid and some antihistamines. Gw langsung arrange biar jam 3 pas onya kelar skul ada yg jemput, jadi gw asked silky buat tolong jemputin Onya and ajak ke rumah dia. Jam 4 andi mulai susah nelen lag...

V ulnerability is haunting. Go away. I miss that moment. Just sit and listen. Carefree. Let me fly.

Finally! Finally!! Akhirnya hari ini angetan dan ga anginan.  Senengnyaaaaa.  Bosen sama dingiin. Org2 usah kayak laron deh pada keluar ngumpul di tempat yg ada matahari.  Andi langsung kuarin mesin potong n motong rumput.  Pippy langsung dimandiin.  Ya abisan udah lammmaaaaa banget rasanya ga liat matahari kinclong gitu.  Pippoy langsung dipaksa keluar.  Kata andi biar jadi anjing "beneran". Secarrraaa si kaki 4 ini kolokan bener, maunya ngerem di dalem.  Kena dingin dikiiit udah nguik2 minta masuk. Ga cocok jenis sama perilakunya! Jack Russell kan kudunya anjing outdoor yg lincah dan suka berburu.  Lah yg ini? Boro2!  Makanya heran dulu katanya dia suka kabur dari previous ownernya.  Bah! Pasti di neglect deh dia dulunya (ya iyalah, kalo ga mana mungkin diserahin ke SPCA). Ya tadi dia ga boleh masuk sama andi.  Biar seger dia jemuran di hammock.  Abis mandi pula kan, wali udah di hair-dryer tp tetep dijemur. Sempet kriye...