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Wondering

It's been a while since I looked at the album of my past. The snapshots of a memory sealed, things that make me…. me.   I remember the breathless moments, the times I swooned over words scrawled over a concave screen. Those were the times, not too long ago.. ... when I was younger, and more idealistic, less cynical, and more liberal with the abuses.   At every sudden pitstop in life, you pause to catch your breath... .. and suddenly, everything you used to think was cool becomes uncool. Even the word 'cool' is outdated now,   I prefer the medium paces we take, the steps you make when you walk not so deliberately, .. yet purposefully.   Maybe you'll strike it lucky like me, one night after a heated week of disappointments, when your spirits are let down, .. and you think you'll take a lifetime climbing up the ladder again, you take a chance-given lot, and walk into a Subway store, put on your silly uniform, and then you felt this urge to say...

Nonsense

I've been thinking a lot about getting a NIKON D40x. Don't know why. I wasn't even into photography. ... but the thought keep haunting me. I want one. I probably need one! Gua gila kali yah ?!?!!? #end

$@#%&!#&*($@!!?!

Im soaked! Im friggin' soaked!   Now, Americans ain't so clever are they. They should've built some sort of a canopy from gate 2 to the box gate! So in times like this, when heavy rains is pouring, someone can actually walk (or run) in peace without having to be soaked!   Gembel!

The Boy has Became a Man

Had a conversation with Andi last night. He moved me. I can really sense the sincerity in him. It’s as if I can really feel his heart beat.   He has grown…. Finally. Yesterday wasn’t just an impulse. I somehow know that he’s taken the step up.   Thank you, Lord. .. for giving me such a wonderful man. A man who has a beautiful heart, … a man who truly love me with all he is. … and most importantly, a man who truly love You.   Regardless of all my ramblings, I am secure in his love. I am secure in his embrace. I am secure in our love.   Regardless of all his strength and weaknesses, … those are the things that make him… him.   His text was enough.  “Pooki, I love you so much. I’ll take time to nurture it. Guard it and will always appreciate our love”

Candice, meet Candice!

Whole my life, I’ve never met anybody named Candice. I knew one or two Candices.. but I never actually met any of them in person. I met a CandAce once in Holland, but never really met any CandIce.   Today, I met one. Exactly the same spelling. Born in the month of March too. A very nice, out going, educated person. A former Metro TV weather reporter, currently an MTV VJ.   These couple of months, I’ve met some “celebrity”  from electronic and print media. .. but nobody excite me.   Guess Im just thrilled to met another Candice. Even my boss was thrilled! When she left, he came by and said : “it was really fun to meet two Candices… and guess what? She’s Chinese too!” (apparently he doesn’t know that many Chinese in the embassy compound, so he’s excited that I met another Chinese * duh *)   Anyway, on this day… Candice Eva has met Candice Anggunadi...

Break Me

I need Soo Lan. I need her a lot today. I need to talk. I need to listen. I need advice. I need to cry. I need to laugh. I need to fly. I need to soar. I need to be told off. I need to be comforted. I need her now.

^@%$^%&!

Banyak orang menyebalkan hari ini.. Ada si item. Ada si tengil. Ada si tua. Uuurrggh!! Gua mao jadi ibu rumah tangga yg kaya raya aja!! Ga usa kerja, banyak duit, hepi2 tiap hari! huh!!