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January almost comes to an end. Wauuu... Kemana ya perginya waktu? Nothing much yg mau gw tulis. Cuma grateful aja. Liat si Onya makin gede, makin pinter, makin bawel, makin iseng... Uda berkeliaran sana sini, thank God she's not much of a climber. Bisa stress gua kalo dia demen manjat hahahaa Udah 18 bulan aja tu si onya. Bener2 ga berasa. Liat foto2 dia wkt masi bayi merah.. Aiih aiihhh... So tiny. Btw, musim hamil lagi nih. List of the preggers: - bugem - yenny - lusi - sisi - joyce - lindy - farin And pasti nanti ada lagi deh.... Kenapa ya kadang org hamil bisa bareng2an waktunya? Pas jaman gw juga banyak yg hamil. Do I want another child? No. Ga tau juga 2,3,4 or 5 taun from now.. Tp as per this very second, Im happy, content and fulfilled with Onya. Biar gw fokus ke Onya dulu. Mau kasih yg terrrrbaik buat dia. Waktu, tenaga, resources, life..... Mau bisa jadi great mom buat Onya. Gak mau cuma ngasih materi aja, I wanna be there with and for her. Gilak! Siapa sangka ya gw bakal jadi mamih, hihihi Jadi mamih itu banyak ups and downs-nya. Gw belajar sabar. The hardest part itu waktu Onya sakit. Puji Tuhan banget Onya termasuk yg jarang bgt sakit. Kalo sakitpun paling seputer common cold aja. Itupun rasanya gak lebih dr 4x selama 18 bulan ini. Terahir Onya sakit itu gara2 ketularan andi pas ke Bali kemaren. Radang sampe panas 39.3. Gileee, sapa yg ga panik cobaaaaa. Lagi di Bali, tau2 dadakan panas gitu. Untung anaknya sih masi pecicilan aja. Cuma pas mau ke airport rada loyo, tp dikasih tempra drop ga lama seger lagi. Haiyaah. Ooh, 2nd hardest part for me ituuuu....ketika Onya ga mau makan! 3 days ago contohnya! Hadooooh! Onya itu termasuk yg makannya gampang. Tapi 3 hari yg lalu, dia lagi iseeeng bgt. Makanan dilepeh... Trus minta turun terus dr high chairnya. Ahirnya gw omelin deeeeh... Bilang kalo ga makan ya belom boleh turun. Nangislah si oncom diomelin. Gw udah kadung bilang ga bole turun sebelon dia makan. Jadi gw belajar konsisten. Gw bilang "makan dulu, kunyah.. Nanti baru turun" Ahirnya sambil nangis dia kunyah makanannya. Ada bunyinya juga "nyamnyam nyamnyam" huahuheheuehe Sambil nangis, kesel, tapi kunyah juga sambil bilang nyamnyam nyamnyam" Sampe ngakak gua liatnya.... Pikiran sukses doong, uda dikunyah. Eeeeh, abis dikunyah bukannya ditelen, malah dilepeh! Nah looo! Disinilah kesabaran gua amat diuji. Hayooohhhhh... Pingin jitak rasanyaaa. Tapi setelah dipikir2, guanya juga yg kurang spesifik ya. Mustinya laen kali gua bilang "kunyah dan telen ya!" gitu... Ahirnya uda de. Gw nepatin janji. Gw turunin dari high chairnya. Babies are easy (paling banter sleepless night aje) Toddlers are tough!! Hahahaha..... Kudu sabar dan berhikmat banget. Anywaaaay, We're hoping for good news bulan depan. Nanti deh ya kalo uda confirm semua baru gua cerita. Ini tukang nasi padang mana yee? Uda sejem order kaga dateng2... Camnya mereka solat jumat dulu. Ini postingan blog kayanya mental sana sini isinya heueheuheu. Andi is turning 31 in a week. Uda ada garis kriput matanya hihih Aaah saya ngantuuuukkk
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