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Pernah Ga Si

Setelah tadi pagi edisi otak lempeng, malem ini edisi otak bengkok.

Pernah ga si berasa susah banget ngomong sama orang?
Noone seems to be able to keep up, padahal bisa dibilang gw jarang "ngomong". Ngomong yg ati ke ati loh yaaa

Pernah ga si berasa cape jadi pemikir? Kayanya kebanyakan mikirin orang gitu.

Pernah ga si pengen gak mikir sama sekali? Jadi anak kecil lagi? Yg semua2 dipikirin ama org laen, kitanya tinggal manut aja ngintil apa yg disuru.

Or pernah ga si, tiba2 pengen ngomong yg ringan2 aja... Yg ngayal2 buat seru2an sebangsa "eh, beli benz convertible yu!" Or "liburan jalan2 ke rusia yu"

Atau ngomong yg mellow2 kaya sharing your passion buat anak2 terlantar or homeless people.
Or even your passion of helping stray dogs.

Gw si sering loh berasa pingin ngomong. Tapi kadang yg ada percakapannya terjadi cuma antara otak sama hati gw.

Kadang pengen juga dapet sparing partner yg selevel.
Gak yg berasa lebi pinter or terlanjur fanatik jd didebat ga puguh.
Tapi juga yg ga terlalu blo'on and pongo yg cuma bisa "iya iya" doang

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