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2:07 AM

Udah liwat tengah malem and still wide awake.

Hokeeeh, what's been going on for the last 4 months or so?

My last update was on the 23rd of Nov last year, which make this post the first post of 2014.

Went back to Jekardah for about a month dari tgl 15 Dec - 12 Jan. Had fun in Jkt obviously. Yg pasti makan, makan dan makan.
Balik sini si mami ikut... Pas mau mendarat di Wellington disambut dengan cuaca yg amat sangat cerah.
Udah siap mendarat, udah landing position, pswt udah turun, darat udah keliatan jelas.. bener2 tinggal 2 menit lagi juga nyampe... Tiba2 angin doooong! Welli banget kannn hahaha.

Mendadak pesawatnya oleng and mendadak langsung nukik naek lagi. People were screaming, untungnya si Onya bobo. Ternyata mendadak angin kenceng aja sampe pswtnya ga bisa mendarat. Sempet muter2 bentaran n pilot usaha landing lagi. Tetep belon bisa... Ahirnya? Kita ke Christchurch deh, terbang lagi 30 menit. Sampe sana pesawatnya isi bensin.
Abis itu langsung terbang lagi ke Welli. Kali ini sukses mendaratnya, begitu mendarat org2 tepok tangan.
Si mami udah komat kamit berdoa (dengan suara kenceng!)

So yeah, my heart really goes for MH370. Kebayang takut n ngerinya those passengers, especially those with kids. Really, really hope they're okay somewhere. Was hoping kalo ini semua cuma some stupid political gimmick aja.

Anyway, it's good to be back.

Mom was here for 6 weeks and udah balik mid Feb kemaren.

Sempet jalan2 piknik ke Otaki Beach. They made the best pizza! Enaaaak pisaaannn.

Foto2nya ada di komputer, so will post it later.

Been asking heaps of question about faith last few months. Sometimes my questions are so bold and blunt that I honestly scared myself.
Sometimes I just can't connect the dots. Can't seem to find the answers.
But lately I made peace with myself. Some questions aren't meant to have answers. Life is full of mistery. All I know is that there is peace that surpasses all my understanding... and that's enough for me. At least for now.

Gilak postingan ini random banget ya.

Onyaaa, sekarang Onyaaaa.
Apa aja lagunya si cuplis satu itu?
She can do simple maths now, she can trace numbers and letters, masih (dan akan tetep) bilingual, dan she's still ambidexterous sampe sekarang.

Lagi fase pretend. Sekarang dia maunya dipanggil Simon. Ini gara2 dia lagi demen banget nonton Alvin n the Chipmunks. She likes si Simon. Cookie monsternya sekarang jadi Simone.
Makin sayang ama si kuki, plus hari ini exceptionally attached sama boneka gajahnya si Ellie.

She just got a sticker dari guru renangnya minggu lalu. Karena dia mulai mau dip her head under the water. Big girl now.

Sering banget complain "mom, ko Onya 6 years old nya lamaaa.. Onya kan mau ompong" - ini gara2 dia liat si ubi udah ompong, gigi susunya dah copot and dia jadi pingin ompong juga.

Ya begitulah sekelibat idup gw beberapa bulan terahir...

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