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Post-Hospital (Late Post)

Thursday, 15/12/16

I stayed at home whole day yesterday. Practically my first full day at home after a week in the hospital.

Still wasn't feeling great. 
For once, I let Onya watch TV for couple hours. It's her first day of school holiday anyway, and I literally had no energy to play with her as usual. 
So I cut us some slack. 
I let her watch all her series, and I just laid on the couch watching with her.

I fixed her breakfast and lunch. Prepared some snacks, and continue to be a couch potato. 

Onya did have a break from TV though. I asked her to write a card for her friend Soairse who is battling cancer. 

She drew a couple pictures too. She asked me whether Omar can come over and play. I said no. I really, really wasn't feeling well yesterday. I don't think I can handle a playdate. 

Then she played with her dinosaurs. Then we watched Disney's Dinosaur movies, where I get to close my eyes for 10 minutes trying to ease the headache. Then I had a diclofenac to ease the pain.

I feel for all the mothers (or fathers) who are not well physically. It's really not easy to tend to a kid when you're physically crooked. 

Onya is a big girl now. She can spend hours playing with her toys or arts. I can't imagine those with a toddler.... 

Andi came home at about 3:30pm.

Im feeling a lot better today. I took Onya for a playdate with Spencer. Went to town to have lunch. Went to Toyworld to buy a birthday present for Sonia's friend. Picked Andi up from work. Pumped petrol.

So yes. I feel better today. 

Onya's gonna have a playdate with Sara tomorrow, so that'll give me a couple hours to do my shopping for my indo trip.
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Sunday, 18/12/16

Recovering from septicemia kidney infection is not easy. I got tired really fast. Kinda feel like my body betrays me. I have so many things to do, but I dont have the energy to do it.

Doc said I need to take it easy for atleast a couple of weeks, but time is running out. I literally have soooo many things to do, I dont even know where to start. 

I hate this feeling. Literally exhausted.
I wasn't expecting this at all, really. I thought it'd be just a couple of days..... but apparently it can take weeks for me to fully recover. 
Gallbladder surgery was soooo much better than this. 

Kinda funny if you think about it. Organ removal heals A LOT faster than wounded organ. 

Im trying my best to stay positive. I know this thing takes time to heal. I know I have to take it easy. I do. Sigh
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Tue, 20/12/16

Went to work for few hours today. Tidying some stuff. I took Onya with me, and Im so grateful for her. Very, very well behaved. Ga ganggu sama sekali, asik colouring, drawing, dan dia minta diprint-in some math worksheet. 

Lovely banget ni anak... im so blessed. 

I keep reminding myself to take it easy. Quarterly reporting has started (again) and gw kanciong sih jujurnya. Like 85% of the people yg responsible sama each deliverable nya udah quit. Jd ga tau dah sapa yg bakal ngerjain tu report.

Dooh, jd mikir kerjaan lagii. I have to wake up in less than 3 hrs buat ke airport. Bless us. 
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