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Now I Have Title!!

Yaay!!
Finally... bisa juga gw munculin kotak title.
Ternyata selama ini gw yg bloon jek. Haiishh.
Setting-annya salaaah. hihihi senaaaang.

Btw, tadi uda ngetik.. padahal mood-nya lagi melankoli.
Eeeh, ga sengaja ke klik tombol tutup. Ilaaang dee.. males banget ngetik lagi.

Intinya, I just wanna give out my best mulai hari ini.
Yaa... itu sih maunya gw, moga2 bisa ya.
Moga2 gw ga angot2an.

Im happy tadi lunch ama Ucok n Abo.. trus ngobrol2.
Haven't been doing that for ages rasanya.

Idup harus lebih berharga daripada cuma sekedar idup.

Sekarang si lagi niat nulis yg berat2.
Lagi ga niat juga mikir yg berat2.
Pokonya, hari ini aku berdamai.

Damai sama tuhan, damai sama orang2 disekeliling gw,
..... damai sama diri gw sendiri.

I should be able to sleep tight tonite.
..... karena gw dah lama ga ngerasain peace kayak gini.

Life will only get better.
We are destined to be winners.

Gw emang ceking, kurus, cungkring... (walo belakangan ini berasa toket gw kok berat ye?)
but Im a girl whose dreams are as big as J-Lo's ass.
I am one who reach for the higher stars.
Cuman kadang gw males, angot2an, ga punya drive.
Kadang butuh suntikan semanget.
*everybody does, right?*

lalala... besok kudu ke kantor dengan semangat yg menggebuh!
Gebu gebu gebu gebbbuuu!!!!

Gatel2 gw dah mendingan nih. Walo tetep masi gatel.
Kayaknya my neurones udah mulai wind down a bit.
Gatel2 itu kayak termometer gw.
It's just the way my body tells me to relax.

Kalo gatelnya parah = stressnya parah.
Kalo udah mulai bae = stressnya uda mulai ilang.
Keren juga ye.

Ga bole terlalu 'fussy' jadi orang.
Perfection can be a real pain!!
will talk about it more besok2 deh... lagi ga pengen bahas yg berat2.

Toket dah mulai berat ni... dah mo dapet kayaknya.
Bete deh, apalagi kalo naek/turun tangga sambil lari... kudu dipegangin, kudu disangga.
Beraaat siii...
Duuuh, ga enaknya jadi cewe gini nih...

O iyeee... tadi di kelas belajar ttg Legal a.k.a. LAW!!
Ngejlimet mampush! Mana ada tante2 rese yg kepo, brisik, jelek n ga tau diri pula.
Bikin lama ajeee... au ah.

Uda a, mo pipis.

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