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A Wife's Heart

Postingan kali ini buat Andi.

Feel so blessed beyond words punya suami kaya beliau.
Walo banyak rese n nyebelinnya juga.

He works really hard. I mean REALLY hard.
I know I've complained about him being too busy,
but lately he changed.
Yes, dia masih sibuk banget di kantor.
Yes, dia masih suka 'nyetrap' gw di mobil suru tunggu.
Tapi I know that family is his top priority.

The house is almost done.
Andi spent hours last Sat and Sun buat bebersih rumah.
Gw ga boleh ikut.
"masih debuan banget" - gitu katanya.
He knows Im allergic to dust and frankly, what can a pregnant woman possibly do?
Ga mungkin juga kan gw ngangkat2 furniture.
Naek tangga aja suka engap.

Dapet laporan dari Otoy,
Andi ngangkat2 barang ampe mukanya merah,
ampe kringetan ngeces2...

Gw tau dia pasti cape banget.
Tapi begitu pulang he brought nothing but his big, warm smile.
"Udah. Nanti gw sekali lagi kesana, finalize bersih2 - then you can come. Tuh gw beliin kelapa, mau diminum sekarang ga?"

Ah.
Meleleh hatiku.
No. Not because of the newly renovated house.
Tapi karena he is sooo into this family.
Love the fact that he tells story everynight to baby S.
Love the way he reads bible for baby S.
Love the sound of his excitement disaat baby S. moves.

Love the way he looks at me.

After 8.5 years of courtship
After 3.5 years of marriage
He still makes my heart pound so hard.
I can watch him sleep and tiba2 ngembeng karena rasa syukuuurrr banget dikasih suami kaya dia.

Have you ever look at someone else's eyes,
and can literally feel and see love there?
I have.
Saw (still sees) it in his eyes.

He has so many good qualities in him.
He works hard, he loves his family - he wouldn't even let my dad took a taxi!
He would drive all the way from Karet to Buaran,
jemput pimi and balik lagi ke Senci/GI.
Padahal Karet - GI/Senci itu deket banget!
And that happen so many times tanpa musti diminta/disuruh.

And through it all, he NEVER complains.
Mo secape apa kek, teteeep aja malah he reminds me to be grateful.

Baby S. sayang,
If you're a boy - look up to your daddy.
You have a wonderful role model.
If you're a girl - Mami prays that you'll find a husband like daddy.

Semua tau we're not the lovey dovey kinda couple.
Ngomong aje boro2 pake aku-kamu.
Tapi I knooooww what we have is so real.

And this is one of those times dimana I feel like writing about it.

Tuhan, terimakasih ya!!!!
This marriage is trully one of your greatest gifts.
Im (still) in love!

My prayer is that You'll help us through, Lord.
Through good times, and bad times.
Through the tears and laughters.
Feelings may come and go,
but by Your grace, we will always find a way to reignite our love.

Let us run the race.

Thank You, that You made us one.
That Your hands are upon us.

Til the days our hair turn grey.
Til we step our feet on the Promised Land.

... Til we finish our race.

Once again, thank You!!!!!!!!!

Comments

awww............

trus gw di doain ga, supaya dapet suami kaya Andi?????? hehehehe :)

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