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Ga Abis Pikir

Cape de ngadepin orang2 kepo ga puguh.
Kenapa sih??
Ga ada urusan sama elu kali gw mo ngapaiiin.

Die beli gonta ganti mobil berkali2, gw ga peduliii.
Die ngurus anak kayak pegimana, gw ga peduliii.
Die mo dapet bonus puluhan juga, gw ga peduliii.
Die ga jadi pindah kerja, gw ga peduliii.

Dear God,
I really, really, REALLY need a bigger heart!!!!
Ini mulut udah gateel pengen maki2 dia!
Udah gatel pengen ikutan ngejelekin dia!
Udah gatel pengen kasih tau SL tentang 'borok' dia!

Tapi tidaak!!!
Gue ga mau kaya dia!
GA MAU!!!
Hati, pikiran, and kapasitas gw KAGA sekecil dan sesempit dia!!!!

Gue kaga sirik!
... simply because Im secure with my life.
Im secure with what I have now.
Im happy that we have our own house, walo jauhnya sebujeng2!
Im loving my little, humble car walo ga sekeren mobil dia.
Im glad I can give kualitas yg terbaik (yg gw sanggup) buat anak gue!

Terseraaah dia mau ngabisin ratusan juta buat mobil.
I chose buat spend a little more money for the buggy for my son.

Tereserraahh dia mau punya gaji and bonus yg lebih gede dari Andi.
We chose buat nabung lebih banyak dan beli investasi lebih banyak dibanding buat dipamer2in ke seluruh dunia.... walo itu artinya tabungan kita saat ini jadi lebih sedikit.

Terserah dia berasa dia disayang banget sama ex-boss-nya and ngerasa entitled buat MINTA kerjaan.
We chose to be humble and diem2 aja disaat kerjaan yang dia mao DITAWARIN ke Andi.

Apa ada gw ngusik2 idup dia?

Terserraaah kalo laki lu galak dan ga ngasih lu berenti kerja.
Gw amat sangat diberkati dengan laki yang amat sangat pengertian, dan bisa bikin idup gw bahagia dalam segala hal... termasuk urusan finansial.

Sudahlah... just leave us alone!!
JUST.LEAVE.US.ALONE!!!
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