Being the Lowest of the Totem Pole

Ain't fun!!!
I dont like being assigned to a "no-brainer" task.

like jaga tamu di lobby
... while everybody else gets to meet important peeps.
Gw ngejogrok barang satpam di bawah!

Uuuhh!!!
Gua sebbeell.. sebbeeell!!
SEBBEEELLLL!!

I want my "Clinton" moments back!

I knooow, I knoooww everybody else is much older then me.
Tapi kan tapiii!!

Keseeel.. keseeelll....

Ironis.
Friday - Sunday I stayed in a 5* hotel,
I experienced great service and meals.

..... but on Monday,
I was the door girl!!
Literally!
Bersanding manis disamping satpam.
Terpaksa senyum nyambut tamu walo ati perih tersayat2.

Tadinya berdua ama yg namanya Henny.
Ehh.. ditengah2 dia dipanggil bos.
Katanya "henny, come.. I want you to meet people"
Iiiih!

Emang sih, si Henny itu 3 level diatas gua.
Jauh emang levelnya.

Tapi kan tapiiiii!

UUUGGHHGG!!

Comments

Bucket List

Yep. Been hearing a lot about people dropped dead suddenly. Mulai dari si Adjie Masaid, babenya si Joshua, then just now Emma's friend juga Dadaism died of heart attack. She was 29 years old, just got ,arrayed last October. Life is so fragile. That's why I really hate Andi each time I have to remind him over and over again about healthy lifestyle. Anyway, decided to make a bucket list for myself. 1. Back to NZ 2. Sky dive 3. Vacation to Russia 4. Having more than enough funds for Onya to pursue her degree in England, Oxford University preferably :) 5. Ngeliat Andi punya bodi keren 6. Buying a house for my parents 7. Karet tengsin dijual Hmmm....... Belon kepikiran yg lawn. Nanti di update lg deh

Pippy

We have a new addition in the family. We adopted a Jack Russell from SPCA. Kenapa anjing? Karena seumur idup gua, for as long as I can remember, gua selalu punya anjing. Bukan cuma sekedar "miara" loh, tapi yg bener2 part of the family. Yg paling membekas itu tentu aja Piko ama Picca my last two dogs. Kakah died when I was about 5 months pregnant with Onya. Jadi Onya sama sekali ga sempet ketemu my dogs. Makin kesini gw makin yakin, kalo animals play an important role in kids life (at least di idup gw lah). They learn about responsibility, caring and most importantly compassion. I wanna give a chance buat Onya ngerasain apa yg gw rasain ke Piko n Kakah. The gift of unconditional friendship they gave... And how u learn to love them too. Kenapa adopt? Karena saya ini agak2 idealis tapi realistis. I love animals. Dogs especially. Idealis karena gw mau do the right thing YG GW BISA. Realistis karena, as much I want to.... Gw ga akan sanggup kl disuru jadi...

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