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Uaaaa

Si kupluk udah ngegreyeng pengen punya bayi...
Kalo taon depan (or the year after next) punya baby,
pastinya bakal jadi stay at home mom.

Tapi I wanna be a stay at home mom by choice.
... because I want to.
... bukan karena I have nothing to do.
... bukan karena I want to justify myself.

It's so easy for people to be a stay at home mom disaat mereka ga punya anything to hold on to.
Tapi kalo misalnya a manager with at least 25jt income a month,
then you'll have more to think about to be a stay at home mom.
And when you choose to be one, then you know that it is your choice.
that the baby is more important then 25 juta.

It's an excellent sacrifice.

Sayang juga kali yaa kalo biasa terima duit 25jt sebulan,
trus tiba2 stop.
waduuh..... tough choice buat gw, at least buat sekarang

Laen lagi kalo misalnya emang KUDU kerja.
Some ppl mau kok brenti kerja n ngurusin baby-nya.
... tapi kalo dia brenti kerja, kebutuhan rumah tangga ga ketutup.

Naah... they dont have any choice.
Gw salut sama orang2 kayak gitu..
.... sekaligus kasian juga ....

Intinya :
mending jadi pengusaha sukses dgn income at least 50 jt sebulan.
jadi pas nanti ada bayi juga 50 jt-nya bisa tetep ada.
hauhuha...

Duuh.... here's the spell in my head..
harus gigih
harus gigih
harus gigih
harus gigih
harus gigiiiiiihhhh!!!

Ayo kendi!! GIGIIIIIHHHHH !!!!!!!!
Awas lu ya kalo loyo tengah jalan !!!!!!

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