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Two angsty teenagers in an oversized uniforms,
... zits all over, awkward and carefree. 

A poem. 
That's how it all started. 
A poem about jasmine.

The boy asked "will you take the jasmine?" 
The girl answered, "yes, I will"

Exactly 10 years ago.
Two 17 years old who were too afraid to even hold hands. 
Left alone the kissing part... :)

14 June 1998. 
The day it all started.... 

As we look back, 
it's indeed rewarding to wait. 

Of course, as a couple we had our moments. 
We ain't no saint. 
We went through moments that every couple went through.

Moments when there were only two of us in the room, 
moments when we made out.. 
Moments of raging hormones and curiousity.
Moments of temptation when sex seems so interesting.

But thank God we pulled a break. 
We felt it wasn't the right thing to do.
We both agree that there are more to a relationship than just physical.... 
so we made a giant leap. 
No kissing until we got married. 

And mind you, 
that time, we didn't know when we're gonna get married. 
But somehow, we manage to stick to that commitment. 
1,5 years we didn't kiss. 

Extreme juga si kalo dipikir2... 
but Im glad we chose that road. 

Not that we feel superior about ourselves. 
Sama sekali tidak. 
It's just us. 
As cliche as this may sound, 
It's just that..... to us, it's worth to wait.

We waited 3 years before our first kiss.
We waited 8.5 years before we see each other naked. 
We waited 8.5 years before we had our first sex after the wedding. 

Which, by the way... 
movie about teens having their first sex and actually enjoyed it
IT'S FRIGGIN' WAAAYY OVER RATED!!!!
Lu kate gampang ape pertama kalinye?!?

Anyway, 
All in all.... it's indeed a wonderful journey. 

O well,
just me feeling mellow on saturday morning.. 
Ooh.. after 2 weeks of morang maring, 
marah2, cembetut2, hating the whole world... 
FINALLY hari ini gw 'dapet'... 

It's about time! 
Sakit peruuutttt...... tapi mood sudah jauh membaik :)

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