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Doodle in My Head

Setengah ngetik my previous post,
dadakan jadi sadar....

I really really should've taken psychology as my major.
I analyzed people!
Tiap ketemu orang, pasti deh di otak gw mikir far deeper then the facade.
Hal2 yg ga seharusnya kepikiran... aarrghh!
*well, at least kalo orang 'normal' kaga mikir yg ginian*

Pasti gw menganalisa about why people act the way they do.
In my head,
I tend to put them in 'groups'
... as in what personality types are they.

Trus mulai deh otak gw coba ngolah datanya.
... dia S-type nih, tenang banget orangnya.
... waduuuh, orang I-type... kudu siap2 jadi pendengar nih.
... ooh, dia begini karena dulu pernah di'abuse.
... ooh, ga heran dia jadi gitu.. trauma coz nyokapnya selingkuh.
... ooh, dia punya banyak luka batin.. bokapnya sering gebukin nyokapnya.
... ooh, dia cuma keliatan tegar diluarnya aja.
... ooo, dia ngomongin cewe / cowo mulu karena disitulah dia find his/her security.
... hhmm, kayaknya dia insecure deh.
... ok, ternyata dia benci si "anu" cuma untuk nyembunyi'in kesedihan.
... jadi dia selalu 'marah' karena sebenernya dia fragile, itu cuma cara utk 'melindungi' diri.
... dia begitu karena dia kesepian
... dia cuma mau ngubur masa lalunya..

Abis itu, mulai deh gw cari tau apa sih love language mereka?
What's the best approach ya?
"Gimana ya supaya mami ngerti kalo love language-nya papi tuh in giving gifts?"
or...
"sabar, sabaar.. mami emang gitu, love language-nya act of service, makanya dia seneng banget bikinin makanan."
or...
"wah, kalo dia mah percuma dikasih kado, dia lebih suka ditemenin"

Stuff like that deh yg running through my head.
Aneh.
N tapinya lagi, kadang those things help me in relating with others sih.

Pikiran2 itu dateng tanpa diundang.
Gw baru sadar kalo gw tuh selalu kayak gitu.

Im a freak!!
*sigh*

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