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Biar biar biaaarrr

Trying hard to keep my head up.

Was thinking last night,
what the heck am I getting myself into?
I know this is what I've always wanted to do,
... waited for this moment since the year 2000.
And it may actually come true this August.

But as I really think about it,
we're gonna have meetings and gathering soon..
what have I got myself into??
Berani?
... you'll be totally alone with total strangers loh...
Noone is gonna hold your hand,
... coz you're doing it alone.

Berani?
kagaaaaaaaaa.....
.. but if I dont do this, I know I'll spend the rest of my life wondering.
jadi kudu dong?
ya iya lah.....

Aaaaahh!!!!!
Biar biar biaaarrr......

Another matter,
itu juga menuhin kepalaku..
kok gitu siii??
biar biar biaaaarrr......

Terus belon lagi mereka,
udah kayak megangin bom waktu..
children trapped in adults bodies..
aaaaa!
Biar biar biar biaaaaarrrr......

Terus soal yang satu itu juga,
kenapa sih belon bisa dapet yg cocok?
ribet amaaat gitu doangan...
Biar biar BIAAAAAARRRRRR!!!

Terus dia ngeluh,
ini lah itu lah... tetek lah, bengek lah...
Udalaa... jual aja! Ribut amat si!
Rese!!
Biar biar biaaaarrrrr!!

Belon lagi yang laen,
udah tau ada yg belon beres tapi belaga bego...
pada kemana sih pas lagi dibutuhin?
biar biar biar biaaaaaarrrrrrr!!!!

Yang satu itu juga tolol!
Punya kesempetan tapi ga dipake..
ga mikir masa depan ya?
aah.. biar biar biar biaaaar biaaarrrrr...

Belon lagi yang pertanyaan2 ga penting itu.
Kenapa si musti nanya hal yang ngga2??
kenapa ga bisa terima aja... satu tambah satu ya dua!
Ga usah tanya2 kenapa dua!!
Kalo billions of people didunia ini bisa terima, kenapa gw ngga??
So, DIEM AJA!
Life'll be easier kalo otak gila ini ga banyak nanya hal ga penting!!

Kendi goblok!!
Diem ajaa! Ga usa mikirin hal2 ga penting!
Bego bego begoooooo!!!!
Emangnya orang2 yang dipikirin itu pada peduli?
IDIOT LU!!
Udaah, diem aja.. jalanin aja idup lu

kalo kata Piri mah...

BANG.SAT!!!!!

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