My Reason for Living

Walau seribu rebah di kananku, 

... walau sepuluh ribu gugur di kiriku,

It's no longer about wanting to make a difference. 

.. it's being the different itself. 

One, tiny little step at a time.

Start with the way I drive. 

Start with gathering all the courage to join World Vision.

Start with Rp. 100,000/month. 

Start with cutting off on my Starbucks for the Singkawang project, 

Start with the littlest thing I can.

Start with what I have. 

Here. Right now.

After all,

This passion I can't deny. 

This feeling I can't resist. 

I may have complained along the way, 

I may have been a spoilt brat, 

I may have pointed a finger at God and said that I hated Him.

I may have used the foulest language in the world. 

And I may do those things again in the future. 

But I am not ashamed to tell the world that I am not perfect. 

I am a human with flaws. 

What important is, I strive. 

I strive to make this earth a better place. 

... in the smallest way possible. 

Gw ga cuma ngomong mau ini mau itu kok. 

Walo mungkin sekarang ga ada artinya, 

tapi it's ok..  I know Im putting the brick one by one kok. 

Aaah... indahnya perasaan ini. 

Indahnya idup when you have a purpose. 

I have yet to stop running. 

I have yet to see the finish line. 

And one thing... 

I know with every beat of my heart, that God is on my side. 

I will one day rise up like an eagle. 

That, I know for sure.