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Hey myself, feeling a bit mellow tonight eh?

Today I had quite a "talkative" day with Shelley and abis ketemu Shelley pulangnya gw cerita2 sama Andi juga. So I let the extrovert of me came out a bit today.
 
Had late breakfast with Shelley at Simmer. Yes we talked a lot. Like, a lot! Hadn't seen her for a little over a month since a week before my surgery. 
She wanted to come see me at the hospital, but ofcourse I said no. 

Im not the type yg suka ditengokin at my most vulnerable moment, apparently. Me being an introvert. 

She sent me a bouquet of flowers instead. I love fresh flowers. Since we bought this house, rasanya we almost always have fresh flowers on the table. 

Anyway, we talked a lot. Then Nicole and Daniel came and join us for a bit. This is the first time I met Daniel, he and Nicole really have a good chemistry. Can almost literally feel that they're meant to be for each other. Then when they left, Shelley and I had another cup of coffee and continue our talk. 

Should've taken a selfie but we were too engrossed with our conversation. 

Tau ga si.... I may not be a social butterfly. I dont like crowds.... but really, every step of the way - in every chapter of my life, in every season.... I always have someone that I feel really comfortable with. Someone who, in a weird way, can be my pillar of strength. And you know what's even better? That I can be a pillar for them too.


Monday will be my first day going back to work after 3 weeks off due to the surgery.  Im not looking forward to that, really. 

With everything that's been going on with the restructuring being finalized, people are leaving. They're angry. They're hurt. They're disappointed. 

Im so not looking forward to it. Andi has penned down a resignation letter for me, just in case the stress got too much. 

Ah. Baru nyebut kata "monday" aja otak gw berasa keram deh. Sigh. This is NOT what I signed up for huhuhuuuuu
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