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It Begin to Sink In!

17 days to go.
Kemaren ga bisa tidur lagi, for a different reason.
Last night gara2 kepikiran soal getting married.

Gila yee, tampang kayak gini uda mo merit.
Kemaren told Param that Im getting married,
the first question he asked was "are u old enough?" dia bilang I look like a 17 year old.
Trus tadi Okamoto bilang I look 18.

Trus gw liat infotainment, si Dewi Persik becere.
Bukan itu yg bikin gw kaget... yg bikin gw kaget itu si Abo bilang Dewi Persik itu lahir taon 84!! Mo mateeng! She's 3 years younger then me!!!
Bandingin dong tampang, laga, n gayanye! Gw kebanting abiiisss!!

This is a psychological thingy....
agak malu juga, tampang kayak gini udah mo merit.
Tar orang2 nyangka gw bunting duluan, makanya buru2 kawin.
Iiih. Amit2! Liat titit beneran aje belon perna seumur idup! Sueerr!

Bandel2 gini gw very conservative kalo soal ginian.
My mami taught me well. She's done a very good job.
Well done mom, two thumbs up! Proud of her!

Trus the idea of me being "married" gitu looh.
Aneh aja! Pas booking ticket ditanya Ms. or Mrs?
I said Ms... eh, tapi ngga deh.. by the time kita berangkat udah jadi Mrs.
Haiyaah!

Trus, trusss... soal tanggung jawabnya juga.
Am I ready? .... I will be kali yeee? I have to be.

Doooh!! Belon lagi soal technical-nya...
buku buat matrimony belon bikin,
dana masi kurang,
rambut masih belon jelas mo diapain,
wedding site belon jadi,
aiiih!! Gw bisa jadi bridezilla kalo gini caranya.

This is a very very VERY exciting journey!
Deg-degan-nya itu looh.. kalo istilahnya naek roller coaster, sekarang nih lagi nanjak ke puncak, jeg ejeg ejeg.... Bikin takut, pumping my adrenaline high, ngeri, serem, anxious,... tapi yaa.. I know it's gonna be alright. It's gonna be a fun ride!!

Masih panjaaang banget jalannya kedepan.
Masih banyaaaak banget cita2 yg belon kecape.
Masih jauuuuuuh banget dari final destinationnya.

... but then again, it's not about the destination.
It's about the journey.

Haiissh.
So little time so much to do, so limited resources.

Glad thad JPCC is very strict ttg pernikahan.
Materi pre-marital coursenya bagus banget.
I know mereka cuman ngajarin teori doang, tapi it helps.
It really helps.

Talking abt JPCC, besok ada interview with Ps. Jose.
Ga tau deh dia mo ngomong apa, deg2an lagii deh gw.

Sabtu besok mo pegi spa-an.
Dipijit, direndem, di facial, di scrub biar seluruh daki ilang.

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