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Had a lousy day yesterday.
Been sick the whole friggin' night and day,
uda lamaaa ga sakit, sekalinya sakit langsung sekarat gitu.
Sampe kepikiran polis asuransi.. heuhuhe..
Jadi mikir, kalo gw mati gimana... kan polisnya belon di issued and stuff.
huehuahuha.. tolol.

Sekarang udah feel much much better,
tinggal lemes n sakit perut yg on and off gitu.

Anyway, Dimitris came yesterday.
My cousin from Greece.
Temen 'bandel' waktu jaman2 SMP dulu.
... maen roller jem 4 pagi dari buaran ke gading... pake roller blade!
Kalo dipikir2 gw sinting n nekat banget euy.

Dia liburan disini till 28th Sep.
Dateng sama pacarnya, Magdalini.
I like the girlfriend.
She's sooo nice.

Si Dimitris juga has a nice set of abs.. heuhuehu..
kayaknya 6 packs, secara dia baru kelar wajib militer disono.
Tar ah, kalo gw uda ga malu2 mo gw liatin perutna. kakakakkaaaakk
Tapi tu anak a bit short sih as a bule yah..
dandanannya si keren lah... standard bule yg cuek2 gitu.
Tatonya si jeleeek banget... bahasa indonya lumayan bagus.
Considering dia cuma belajar bahasa itu pure dari bokapnya doang.

Oh, I hate myself.
Same old story lah.... gw malu2 gitu.
Jadi kesannya sombong.
Sueeer gw beneran malu, dunno wat to say.
Kalo bisa, rasanya pengen ngumpet didasar bumi.

Oh, and I did hide!
Literally yg hid behind my closet supaya mereka ga tau gw ada di kamar.
How pathetic was that!!!!!!
AAARRRRGGHHH!!!
God, why am I sooo shy sih??
Why does it take soooo much time and energy before I can get along with others?

Ada jenis orang yg kalo malu itu keliatan malu.
Ada jenis orang yg kalo malu keliatan sombong, jutek n merendahkan.

Im the second type!
Doooh... si mami aja bilang tadi, "tampang kamu sombong banget si"
Laahh?!?!?! Beneran ga maksud bersombong2 ria.
Gw maluuuu!
Im sooo not a people person deh...

Anehnya, di moment2 tertentu gw bisa 'belaga gila' n jadi people person.
Kayak waktu Opa Wem ultang taon kemaren, gw bisa bisa beramah tamah sama strangers.
Bingung ah.
Im a super complex human being.
Too complex!

Yaaa gapapalah, I am who I am.

On the other note,
barusan abis e'e lagi... masi mencret aer banget yah?
tapi uda ga sering... udah ga ngeganggu.
Tar makan pocai aja lagi.

Si kakah lagi uring2an nih...
rese, marah2 mulu.
Barusan gw omelin... diem, trus ngebaek2in, ngejilat2..
Ga jadi marah lama2 deh kalo dia udah pasang tampang cute gitu.

Orang2 pada protes lagi.
Katanya gw ga pernah angkat telpon..
yaaah.... abis gimanaaa?
Telpon gw taro kamar n lupa gw kuarin...
Ya ga kedengeran doong..

Mario ngoceh2,
Win ngomel2,
Emma ngamuk2...
aiyaaah.... kan ga disengaja gw ga angkat telpon.
Lagian kan gw lagi sakiiit..... kan lemees.

Uda ah... mo makan dulu.
Kemaren seharian cuma makan makan 4 suap,
sekarang napsu makan uda mulai balik.. goood

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