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Biarlah....

Yep. Biarlah.
I know what Im doing kok.

I was a hockey player, (was looh... abis ada yg mecahin kaca sky-rink TA sih, jadi hockey lesson di banned dee, ya ga win? hehehe) .. so let's just apply some of the rules.
Push me, and I'll definately push you harder.

Some people need to learn to appreciate others.
I did try kok. I fucking did.
Dont talk to me as if I did not try.

Wrooong approach, dude.
Soooo wrooong.
Fuck, jangan cuma bisa point a finger and blame others kaleee.
.... how shallow... *giggles*

Instropeksi laah.
Belon apa2 udah pasang tampang bete,
belon apa2 udah geleng2 pala,
belon apa2 udah menghela2 napas ga puguh,
belon apa2 udah bletak bletokin mouse yg ampe bikin orang2 pada nengok,
belon apa2 udah negatip mulu bawaannya.

Talking about bad attitude? heheheh... hillarious.
*ngakaaak*

Ask anybody yg kenal gw.
Gw bukan tipe orang yg setengah2 when I put my heart to it.
Now.... I've had enough.

Mau ke laut??
Silahkaaan..... gih sono sendiri, gw mah ogah ke laut di indo.

Pushed the wrong button, and see what happen.
Kalo kata urang sunda mah....
jadi urang teh ulah karep surangan..
te aya untungna didiye, aweweh teh punya parasaan.. ulah disalah-salahkeun malulu!!

Yaaah,
biarlah...... :)

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