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Abangku, Pahlawanku.. hauhauh

Tersentuh banget by this simple line from ucok.

"andi ama kamu tuh complimenting each other banget sebenernya"

all these times gw rasa cuma Andi n gw yg tau.
Orang2 selalu liatnya gw yg jahat,
gw yg rese, gw yg judes, gw diktator, and all those.

Tadi abis curhat bbrp hal ke ucok.
well, ga nyangka juga sih dia (of all people) yg encourage me in his own way.

SMS dia pas gw merit masih gw simpen rapi.
He said
"U two really poured ur heart into the wedding,
the party was great, better than I expected.
U can really smell the love in the air.
I am truly happy for u and ur choice of man.
U got 1000% of my blessing.
Love u much and more."

Sent :
21:53:23
30.09.2006

From thousands of people who wished me,
his was the only one really touched me.

Somehow, he understands.
... more then anybody.
*berkaca-kaca ni... daammn, kalo mami liat pasti rese*

Kemaren juga pas lagi sebbbeeeelll banget mami,
he was there, being my punching bag.
Ga sok2 kasih nasehat, ga nge-judge...
simply listened.

Pdhal kalo diliat dari luar,
ucok tuh kesannya judes n ga peduli-an.
Apalagi kalo ama orang2 yg baru dia kenal,

He was a meanie when I was little.
Jahat banget dulu,
bikin gw nangis mulu...
egois pula.
Tiaaapp kali dia dulu yg kudu baca donal bebek.
Dia juga yg selalu duduk di depan kalo di mobil.
Dia yg selalu dijemput pake mobil bagus,
.... sedangkan gw pasti dikorbanin naek tuyul or pick up.

Ga nyangka gedenya he's anything but all those negative lists.

Dari awal,
disaat orang2 pada ngata2in gw tomboy,
he's the one who said that gw cuma punya different style aja.
... dia yg secara ga langsung, bilang it's ok to be different.
Lagian feminimitas itu bukan diliat dari fisik,
tapi dari dalem.

Im one who love quotes,
so I'll quote another one from him tonight,

"hehehe.. yah itu dia,
the problem with the world is we can not change it according to our will,
tapi kita yg musti beradaptasi dengan dunia sekeliling kita....
Gerah? Emang, tapi apa yg bisa kita lakuin?
Tanggepin terus 2xan?
Gerah bakal jadi panas...,
Nah mending buka tuh kuping satunya,
biar gerahnya ada ventilasi keluar dari kepala kamu hehehe"

Well, little things that he said keeps me going sebenernya.
... dianya aja yg ga tau.

Ah, udala... makin parah banjirnya.
... tar beneran ketauan orang2 repot.

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