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susah ya kalo idup dikendalikan sama si mud...
mud...mud...mud....
my mud is really... really bad
...help me.

Laut aja masi bisa diukur,
tapi dalemnya ati manusia emang bener2 ga bisa diukur.

Paduli apa mereka?
yg penting mereka seneng.
Ngomong aja as if nothing has ever happened.
Rasanya things aren't gonna be the same anymore.

Sebut aku ga ada otak,
... tapi at least aku tau kapan harus berpikir utk diriku, dan kapan harus mulai berpikir utk orang lain.

Sebut aku egois,
... tapi at least aku bukan pengecut!

Sebut aku gila,
... tapi at least aku bisa bersandar pada nurani dan melepas segala logika!!

Aaarrgghhh!!!
Tuhan, gelasku uda penuh...

isinya uda pada tumpah-tumpah...
bikin hatiku jadi basah,
...tapi mataku ga bisa diajak kerja sama...
pintu aernya ga kebuka-buka,
padahal hatiku mulai kebanjiran...

saat mulutku mau bercerita...
pengen buang semua sampah yang bikin hatiku kebanjiran...

semua orang malah menutup mulutku dengan sampah-sampah mereka...

mereka lega...
dan aku?

semakin penuh,
...dan tenggelem...blup...blup...blup...

jadi busa warna warni...
dan hilang!

Yup, aku akan menghilang dari kehidupan mereka.
It's a good thing.
Jadi aku ga nyampahin mereka, dan mereka juga ga nyampahin aku.

On a different subject, Mami pernah bilang,
katanya cewe itu harus bisa cari duit biar ga diinjek2 suami.
Ya kalo sampe diinjek2 kayak si Ci Momo siih,
itu lakinya aja yg geblek!!
Om Sofyan-nya aja yg ga bisa menghargai istri!!
Bukan semata2 karena Ci momo jadi ibu rumah tangga.
Itu mah cuma salah satu faktor aja....
Tapi ya karena emang mereka ga tau gimana preserve their love!!

Lagian, bukan karena gw ga kerja kantoran gw ga punya penghasilan tooh??
Gw uda ga mao kerja kantoran lagiiiii *unless itu kantor gw sendiri*
Gw bakal kerja keras nungging2 buat membesarkan nama simple-blue!
I know what I want, and Im gonna make it happen!!!

God, kenapa sih semua harus serba soal uang??
Serba soal ke'mantapan' materi??
Udah serendah itu kah tolak ukur manusia?
Apa bener uang itu segala2nya??

Liat aja si Maniwanen.... kurang kaya gimana lagi sih dia???
Mo beli iket pinggang aja terbang ke London!!!!!!
Tapi apa idupnya bisa seneng???
Apa gonta ganti whore bisa bikin dia ngerasa bahagia??
*selain kebahagiaan yg ditermua oleh sang titit tentunya, provided ga kena STD*
Apa istrinya happy tinggal di PentHouse apartemen segarga 30 milyar????
Bah! Ngga banget!!!!

Liat si engko tukang mie di THI,
mobil aja ga punya!!!
Tapi liat idupnyaaaa!!!
Dia bahagia tuh ama istri n anaknya.
Keliatan n kerasa banget kalo dia full- of love sama istri n anaknya.

Liat si Susu,
duitnya seabrek, anak2nya di Taiwan,
.. tapi udah bertaon2 ga pernah ngomong ama istrinya.
Kalopun ngomong, semuanya cuma sandiwara!
Di depan orang mesra2... buat apaaaa??
Buat apa itu semua kalo dalemnya keropos??
Apa dengan begitu anak2nya bisa bisa happy?
Apa bisa seneng pas tau bokapnya punya istri simpenan n udah punya anak balita??

Kalo ngomongin soal duit maaah,
gw sama andi punya apa sih sekarang??
Mo beli kitchen set seharga 5 juta aja mikir2,
mo beli Nintendo DS aja kudu nabung,

Bukan mo nyombong,
... Tapi gw bisa testify ko kalo gw happy beyond measure merit sama andi.
N semua orang juga bisa liat itu!!
Mami aja bilang gw look so happy with Andi, vice versa.

Duit itu penting,
tapi inner peace itu lebih berharga..
Matre boleh, *siapa si yg mo idup susah??*
tapi jangan menuhankan uang kaleee!

Orang2 lagi pada rese hari ini...
pantat!

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