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<>R-Rated

<>Last night was the 4th week out of 5 weeks of R-Rated.
It blew me. Big time!
<>
Had one on two sessions at the end.
There were only 3 of us… (andi insisted to talk to Richard at the end of the session)

And Im glad we did.

<>Richard was so… saklek.
He asked some direct questions like :

“kamu dari keluarga broken home?”

"have you two have sex?”
“either you accept him or you dump him” <>

Gitu2 deh…

Learned a lot last night.

Ada
perumpamaan tentang monyet yang bagus banget.
Ya pokonya it was good deh.


<>Btw, sekarang internet di kantor dimatiin.
N guess what? Im the only person in this cubic yg ga dikasih akses internet.

(mind you, there are only 3 of us here)

Ya.. life’s not fair.
Orang2 pada ga seneng ngeliat gw enjoy life aja kali ya.

Bottom line is.. toh kerjaan gw selalu beres.
<>Ah.. I just need to move on la ya? I really do.
Tapi gw ga mau lagi kerja lagi sama orang.
Cape
booo
… mending gw urusin design gw aje kali.

Nekat memang, karena I don’t have the skill yet.

Tapi you gotta start somewhere kali ya?

Lagian kalo disini terus juga gw ga bakal bisa maju… unless some miracle happen.

<>Gw mao enaknya doang?
Ya iya juga kali ya.. I mean, sapa sih yg ga mao enak?

Toh gw bukannya diem aja n do nothing… toh?

My colleague juga.. gossssiiiiippp mulu.
Haiissh!!!

Comments

ada yang buat personal counceling ga?kalo ada mao!
btw, im glad we had that morning talk today....

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